Pieces of my life is a site for people to read my poems without knowing me...tell me what you think

Torn between two thoughts and two wants my heart needs to settle in the middle. I want and need him but I'm worried about how much i really need her anymore. Wanting him is keeping me busy and the feeling of needing to tell her keeps me keen to feelings. I wish that things could be easier. I'm finding it easier and easier to lie to her and that isn't a good thing. When I lie to her I feel guilty because I know that things aren't what they used to be and sometimes I just wish we could all be how we were. Happy and always faithful. Hopefully this will soon pass and she will move on, leaving nothing but me holding him in my arms.

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---Dedication: none but this is another little story/poem about how I'm feeling....